So I'm Freed

So I'm freed
by my silent desperation
I am building my own nation
I am finding my salvation
Oh, at last
in the cracks of my humanity
I'm screaming out profanity
he laughs,
he doesn't think
I'll play a part -

and what is love
but the choice to live forever
but, oh, I don't feel so clever
'cause you've finally sprung the lever
to my heart,
and right now it's palpitating
like a PG-13 rating
would induce,
I want a truce,
I want my heart back -

so what is love,
but that PG-13 rating
and the mess we're all creating
yes my scars are slowly fading,
but I know
that although I'll live forever,
I must make this last endeavor,
I must leard to lose my lever,
I must start
to find my heart
I'll win my heart back -